Sunday, May 17, 2009

Spiritually Weak

I've been really mean (snobby, judgemental, condescending, etc.) lately, more than usual anyways. And for that I'm sorry. I hope I didn't say anything to offend anyone and I pray that people don't think worse of me (but it's okay, whatever, I deserve it).

I've been trying to keep my mouth shut more but not saying anything causes the anger to build up more, and then when I do say something it comes out even worse.

I'm feeling very tired of being people's bitch. If you're not going to let go of the leash, at least stop pulling or let the leash run more loosely. Otherwise don't say I didn't warn you when I finally decide to turn around and bite...hard.

I know we can choose to become something different than the product of our enemies, but I don't have the strength to be the better person right now.

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