"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." - Matt. 6:33

I know what I should do, or at least I think I do. I know what I need to do to become the person I aspire to become. But it's always easier said than done.

I know I'm slipping, and I want to be better...but I'm afraid. I feel like every single time I've been trying to follow His way that I've gotten screwed over some way or another. I know it's not suppose to be easy. It's just becoming really difficult for me to see all the bumps in the road as part of the plan.

Am I losing faith?