Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Because you make me sentimental

Although we don't see each other often, everytime we talk it's like we were never apart. I thank you for all the times you've comforted me when I cried and needed help, and I hope to continue to do the same for you. I can confidently say that knowing you has made me a better person. You encourage me and give me advice in everything I do. Many people think I have everything in order, that I never have panic attacks or worry about anything, but I pale poorly in comparison to you. You've had to go through so much already, yet most cannot see this side life that you are forced to live, that's how well you pull it off. It's people like you whose story draws tears, yet never have I heard you cry out in exasperation "why?!" Instead, you concentrate on those even less fortunate, and can pull through on those whims of "good" days, or sometimes just mere moments. I don't know how you do it. When I think about it, I'm the one who cries out Why?! How come she has to go through this?! Like you said, you don't know what will happen, and neither do I, but I can tell you this, that I will be there for you...the whole way. My prayers go out for you and your family. Love you.